prayer to Seshet

Seshet, great goddess,

my vessel perforates

and the light escapes.

I pray to you:

Take me apart.

Destroy the profane and mundane,

Leave no piece intact.

Extract the sariras from my body,

pearls of my being,

and cast them before you.

Seshet, goddess of wisdom,

Remake me in any form.

Stitch my pearls into clothes,

Wear my essence like a dress.

Just leave the feather of Maat

Where my heart would be.

Seshet, goddess of intellect,

Hide my shadow under the sea.

Do not let it fade away.

Let it wait and wait for me,

A foothold in the light.

Seshet, goddess of knowledge,

seven-point star,

bearer of the seven rays,

Cradle me in your divine mind.

Show me wholeness in fragmentation,

And take everything.

Seshet, ancient goddess,

Years grind into sand.

I lose you piece by piece

And your glory fades.

I call on you before you vanish -

Open the door to the secret heaven.

Open the door in the sky

And I will exit.